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Birthday Revelation 

Posted by on Sep 20, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

Outliving my child was not something I ever dreamt of or desired. It was actually never even a thought in my mind until Will died. My 3 years and 8 months with him was filled with love, joy and squeezing every last ounce of fun + life out of each day. It’s crazy to think I’ve existed on this earth for 35 years; yet those 3 years with him &...

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Prayer

Posted by on Sep 1, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

If I’m being totally honest..I often times catch myself praying as if God is a magical genie in the sky who’s main purpose is to grant my every wish (desire). ‘Do this, give me that, don’t let this happen, help them’ etc.  I actually feel quite helpless at times because I get caught in the train of thought that convinces...

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8 years ago… 

Posted by on Jul 23, 2017 in Anxiety/Depression, God and Faith, Grief, Heaven Anniversaries, Hope, My Journey | 0 comments

I’ve been navigating the deep waters of grief for 8 years now. July 21, 2009. A day that will forever be imprinted on my heart, it changed the course of my life forever. The day when my beautiful 3 year old son died in a tragic accident + my world was shattered. We were left with a casket to pick, funeral plan and a future to walk out without our...

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Spring is coming

Posted by on Mar 18, 2017 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

The changing seasons used to absolutely paralyze me. After great loss we tend view time as ‘before _____ & after ______’. -• And as the earth continued to spin my world continued to feel more shattered + broken. Spring was tough because as all the dead things began to bloom back into life; I was still trying to catch my breathe and wrap my...

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This is Christmas

Posted by on Dec 26, 2016 in Uncategorized | 0 comments

This is my reality. One that leaves me standing over the grave of my son on Christmas Day and any other day. That always leaves our family pictures incomplete + bittersweet. A reality that I wrestle(d) with accepting + digesting for years.  A reality I carry with me that can destroy or propel me with a single thought. Because of Jesus, the Christ...

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