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Grief, the price I pay for loving..

Posted by on Jul 2, 2015 in Grief, Poems, Uncategorized | 0 comments

Grief Will it ever end? Is it one year, two years, three years? Is there an end in sight? I think not.   Grief is like the ocean. It is always there but it is not until the tide comes in that I feel overwhelmed by its presence. I stand on the shores of life going about my business as best I can, and often when I least expect it, grief engulfs me. It...

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If only

Posted by on Sep 11, 2014 in Grief, Poems | 2 comments

If only I had known. It’s an ‘if’ I found myself asking quite often. A question that seemed to echo in my shattered heart and frenzied mind. If only I had known it would be the last… Last time to hear your voice. Last time to hold you in my arms. To kiss you goodnight and good morning. If only I had known it was the last time to...

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He rescues me

Posted by on Sep 12, 2013 in Poems | 4 comments

HE RESCUES ME You feel broken and lost, full of despair and deep pain; why is my life constantly surrounded by dark clouds of rain. Feeling ashamed and dead inside; putting on a smile to attempt to hide. Maybe no one will notice if I look just right; and if someone catches on I will just deny it and put up a fight. Running so fast headed the wrong way not...

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I am NOT alone…

Posted by on Apr 18, 2013 in Poems | 3 comments

So yesterday I took a huge leap & shared some major news with all of you. The response has been mostly supportive but I’m just struggling big time. I’m scared, anxious, and feel like I’m being pulled in a million different directions. I’m trying to pray, remind myself of His Promises, distract myself, trust God and just live in...

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A Stolen Goodbye (revised)

Posted by on Mar 17, 2013 in Poems | 0 comments

A stolen goodbye… So many questions of why, I can’t sleep, I can’t think, the pain is crushing over me No last minute hugs, I love you’s or kisses; these are the things that I will forever be missin’ A scar on my heart, that will just not mend; a goodbye that didn’t get to happen in the end >A stolen goodbye, so many...

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A stolen goodbye…

Posted by on Feb 28, 2013 in Grief, Poems | 11 comments

I wrote this poem a few weeks ago while I was grieving with the family’s in Newtown. I can all too well relate with the journey that has been placed before them. I pray that the God who has comforted me and brought me Peace, encounters them in a very real way. Thanks for allowing me to share my heart with you… A STOLEN GOODBYE The ache that...

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